Why Films are my Happiness.

Whenever i think of why i love film i always go back to my dad, he passed away in 2020 from covid but we would always go to the movie theater together. We saw Ad Astra, Black Panther, Avatar, once upon a time in Hollywood and many more together. Losing him was one of the hardest things i ever had to go through i remember one of the last film things we talked about was the batman he was skeptical of Robert Pattinson being batman as most were at the time i was trying to convince him that he was actually a really good actor. Unfortunately He never got to see the batman when i went to see it in 2022 it was one the first movies i saw after covid in a theater. It was my first time being in a theater since he had passed away i had completely avoided them without knowing i watched everything at home. I thought it would be painful going back without him but when i went it felt like he was there and my life was truly changed that day. Once i got the strength to go theaters i fell back in love with film and realized that it was truly something i adored. I love the candy and popcorn the anticipation before, talking for hours after it is over about you're favorite parts. Film has always been apart of my life from the MCU to Avatar to Foreign Films the art form has always been linked to me it just took me to be an adult to realize that i love it. I talk about film so much now its hard for me to talk about anything else i struggle with being engaged with any other conversation outside of it. Film made my life worth living again i owe it my life in a sense i wanna go to film school someday or just work on a set that time will come when it does though for now i just love to watch it and i plan to never stop.